> Recent Entries
> Archive
> Friends
> User Info
> My Website

September 19th, 2005

05:57 pm - Long time no journal! Yep, it's been a long time since I've written in here... since the first week I was home from school for the summer!! I've now been back at school for a month. Wow, looking back, that time sure flew by! My summer was pretty busy, I worked part time weekdays doing data entry at Clearwater, and Sundays I worked at Kohl's. I saw Daniel almost every weekend, which was fun but I still missed him so so so much. :-( We hiked, went on picnics, went out to eat, shopped, played pool, and hung out with our families. Y'know, weekend type stuff. Two weeks in July we went on vacation together, which was marvelous. The first week was with my family to Williamsburg, VA and Busch Gardens, which was lots of fun but ridiculously hot. I don't think I've ever sweated that much in my life. While we were there, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince came out! I bought it but barely started it, since I planned to read on the beach the next week. The next week was with Daniel's family to Ocean City, where they go every year. We had a really nice ocean front condo, and it was a really nice relaxing week. In the meantime I finished Harry Potter and cried my eyes out, feeling like someone I loved actually died in real life. Book 7 is going to be so different!! I can't wait for it to come out, too bad I have another two years. When I came home from the beach, I only had about three weeks before I would be going back to school. For some reason, the first night back home, I started having this breathing problem. It went on for about a week and I was absolutely miserable, because I just felt like I couldn't get enough air and then I would have panic attacks and chest pains and I felt like I was going to pass out. So I went to the doctor, and found out that I was pretty much constantly hyperventilating due to a buildup of stress that I didn't even know I had... so once I knew I wasn't dying, it got a little better but still not completely. August 7th I went to Sunday in the Country with Kristen, which was awesome (except for the fact that I could hardly breathe half the time). There was Blaine Larson, Sugarland, Pat Green, Jo Dee Messina, and KEITH URBAN!!! It really was amazing. August 18th I drove back up to the Mount, 6 days before classes started because I was one of the team leaders for Mountward Bound. That was lots of fun, and I got to move in early. Crissy is my roomie this year, and I love her!! We have lots of fun. Also, this year I'm actually ahead in all of my homework. I get everything done, I read everything I'm supposed to, and even my desk is basically clean! This is soo not last year! haha. Anyway, my birthday was September 3rd and September 6th was our 1 year anniversary! So the first week of September was pretty darn good. As for my normal weeks, they are extremely busy, between classes, chorale, and work at the writing center. Plus, this weekend I start back at Kohl's Friday and Saturdays. :'( I never guessed that I wouldn't want to go back this much! I can't do it! Please don't make me... I had off a month for getting settled in school, and it was so nice!! sigh. Oh well. I'm definitely quitting after Christmas, because I really can't handle that place. Thank goodness I decided not to work Sundays this year. Last year it was Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays and it stunk! Ummm, it seems like I'm really writing alot and I need to get up and stretch my legs so I'll go now I suppose... Bye :-) Current Mood: calm Current Music: Rascall Flatts~ Fast Cars and Freedom

(Leave a comment)

May 13th, 2005

11:33 pm - back home... I am extremely sentimental. And I don't handle change very well. Today I got home from the Mount for the summer, and honestly you would think someone had died. I sobbed the whole way home, after going out to breakfast then saying goodbye to Jeanette, the best roomie in the whole wide world, and everybody, then Daniel. That was extremely hard considering I'll see him Monday, all day Tuesday, then maybe thursday. Oh well. That's me for you. It's going to be so different tonight. Jeanette won't be above me in her top bunk, and Daniel won't be sleeping next to me or even three floors up in his room. I feel more at home like that than all alone here in my cold basement. I'm so lonely. Daniel and Jeminem are my favoritest Mounties and three months is too long not to live with them!! Sigh. Well good night. I might update more tomorrow. So sad... 'cause lately something here don't feel right this is just a half-life, without you I am breaking down wake me, i want to see the daylight save me from this half-life let's you and I escape escape from time Current Mood: so sad... Current Music: Half-Life~ Duncan Sheik

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

May 10th, 2005

08:20 pm - fun little quiz.. silly I know but still fun Take just a couple of minutes to take this test & see what happens! If you are honest this tells the truth -- it's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as you. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like California or Florida more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat)....... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answers: 1. If you chose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow-you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 2. If your initial is: A - K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L - R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum And your love life is soon to blossom. S - Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good. 3. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. April-June: You will have a strong love Relationship that will last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate. 4. If you chose .. . Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it. 5. This person is your best friend. 6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime. 7. If you chose: California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laid back person. 8. If you chose: Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. 9. This wish will come true! Only if you Repost this in 1 hr Current Mood: ahhh... Current Music: All that She Wants~ Ace of Base

(Leave a comment)

08:09 pm 1. If you like the girl... ASK HER OUT already 2. when you hug her, put your arms around her waist and hold her close 3. when u walk next to her, get as close as you can to her 4. if shes the only one in your life, TELL HER 5. always let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her 6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR... ALWAYS 7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back 8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!) 9. kiss her lightly every chance you get 10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose 11. if she says shes cold, dont be an idiot and say "me 2" and stand there, or give her your jacket so she feels guilty that your freezing,....just simply hold her in your arms 12. DONT FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING SHES NOT COMFORTABLE WITH 13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies 14. try not to ask her if shes mad at you EVERYTIME you speak to her 15. Always tell her you love her, but only if you REALLY MEAN IT GUYS- repost if you are going to treat your next/current gf this way GIRLS- repost if u think guys should do this Lots of girls say that this is never true, that a guy could never ever be that amazing. But I found him! My Daniel does all this and so much more, and I love him more than anything in the whole wide world. There aren't many guys who are like this, but Daniel's one in a million! I know I don't deserve him... thank you, honey. I love you. Current Mood: lucky.. or blessed Current Music: You're the Inspiration~ Chicago

(Leave a comment)

07:33 pm Long time no journal. Yep it's been a while... and so much has happened!! The last couple of weeks were absolutely crazy and drove me nutty. hehe I've noticed that I just started saying nutty today, and I don't know where I got it from. So anyways, I was driven nutty. Tons of papers to write, kites to build, graveyards to spend the night in, speeches to give, etc. You get the idea. I'm not going to elaborate on the graveyard thing right now because it would be a long story. But if you're really curious just comment and ask me to, and I certainly will do it for you in another entry. It's a fun story :-). Anyways, finally everything was done, turned in, and presentations were given. Honestly, at that point finals week looked liked a piece of cake. And so it more or less has been. I had theatre/art yesterday morning, today I had freshman seminar and public speaking (I also found out I got a B+ on my last speech, yay!), and I have history tomorrow morning. Then I'm done!!! Mom and Jack are actually coming up at 11 tomorrow with the Expedition to take the big stuff that won't fit in my car. Then I'm moving out thursday afternoon, but coming back Friday morning to go out to breakfast with Daniel and say goodbye to people. I'm so sad!! Actually, I'm excited to be done with school and to see all my friends from home. But I'm so sad because I'll miss people and being with Daniel all the time! And I'm especially really sad and distraught over the fact that Jeanette won't be my roommate next year! We don't know how we let this happen, but somehow we did. I am really happy with my roomie next year, Crissy :-). That will be fun, but Jeminem is the bestest roomie ever because we get along so well and are SO much alike! Oh well, just a year. Then we'll be roomies again. And it's really sad taking down pictures and everything in our room. The walls look so bare!! I am so excited about my first week or so of summer! Ok, so Friday night I'm home for good. I took off work at Kohl's Friday and Saturday, so hopefully I can hang out with Laura this weekend :-). I work 10-3 Sunday, then Monday night I'm driving to Daniel's and spending the night there because we're leaving early Tuesday morning for a day trip to Ocean City!! We'll spend the day at the beach, then come back to his house and I guess spend the night there again. Then I'll come back home again. Either Wednesday or Thurday night I'm hopefully going to see Star Wars with Daniel and his brother. Yes, I know I'm a dork! hehe. Then work Friday 3 to 10. Work again Saturday 10 to 2, then home real quick to change, and drive up to the Mount again to sing at Baccalaureate Mass. Sunday I'm singing at Commencement, then I suppose Monday I'm starting work. :-(. And for the next few weeks the plan will be: work week days and week nights, have Friday nights and Saturdays free to see my Daniel and friends :-). Then church and work Sunday, then start over again. This will be a fun summer. Yay for 2 weeks of vacation, first with my family to Williamsburg July 15-22, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince,then with Daniel's family to the beach the 23-30, and Daniel's birthday on the 29th. Yeah this is a long entry, and I still feel like I've left a lot out. Oh well, I suppose I have most of the summer before this good stuff happens, so I can add more later! :-D Well kids, I'll talk to ya'll later!! (I don't know why I said ya'll, I don't really talk like that hehe). Sorry, I'm in such a weird mood... like I said, I've gone NUTTY!! hehe. Bye. Current Mood: nutty Current Music: Suds in the Bucket~ Sara Evans

(Leave a comment)

April 27th, 2005

08:23 pm - I love this!! ` You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything. </td> Cinderella 94% Sleeping Beauty 81% The Beast 69% Ariel 63% Peter Pan 63% Goofy 56% Donald Duck 50% Snow White 31% Pinocchio 31% Cruella De Ville 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: ghost hunting soon!! Current Music: Red Ragtop~ Tim McGraw

(Leave a comment)

April 25th, 2005

01:16 pm - great time-waster... Have I ever?? [ ] smoked a cigarette [ ] smoked a cigar [ ] madeout with a member of the same sex [ ] crashed a friend's car [ ] stolen a car [x] been in love [x] been dumped [ ] shoplifted [ ] been fired [ ] been in a fist fight [ ] snuck out of your parent's house [x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back [ ] been arrested [ ] made out with a stranger [ ] gone on a blind date [x] lied to a friend [ ] had a crush on a teacher [x] skipped school [ ] seen someone die [x] been on a plane [ ] seen the rocky horror picture show [x] thrown up in a public place [ ] purposely set a part of myself on fire [x] eaten sushi [ ] met someone in person from the internet [x] been moshing at a concert [ ] had real feelings for someone you knew only online [ ] been in an abusive relationship [x] taken painkillers [x] loved someone [x] laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by [x] made a snow angel [x] had a tea party [x] flown a kite [x] built a sand castle [x] gone puddle jumping [x] played dress up [x] jumped into a pile of leaves [x] gone sledding [x] cheated while playing a game [x] been lonely [x] fallen asleep at work/school [ ] used a fake id [x] watched the sun set [ ] felt an earthquake [x] touched a snake [ ] slept beneath the stars [x] been tickled [x] been robbed [x] been misunderstood [x] won a contest [ ] ran a red light [ ] been suspended from school [ ] been in a car accident [ ] had braces [x] felt like an outcast [x] eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night [x] had deja vu [ ] danced in the moonlight [x] hated the way you look [x] questioned your heart [x] been obsessed with post-it notes [x] squished barefoot through the mud [x] been lost [ ] been to the opposite side of the country [x] swam in the ocean [ ] felt like dying [x] cried yourself to sleep [x] played cops and robbers [x] recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers [x] sang karaoke [x] paid for a meal with only coins [x] done something you told yourself you wouldn't [ ] made prank phone calls [ ] laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose [x] caught a snowflake on your tongue [x] danced in the rain [x] written a letter to santa claus [x] been kissed under a mistletoe [x] watched the sun rise with someone you care about [x] blown bubbles [ ] made a bonfire on the beach [ ] crashed a party [x] gone rollerskating [x] had a wish come true [x] worn pearls [ ] jumped off a bridge [ ] screamed penis in public [ ] ate dog/cat food [ ] told a complete stranger you loved them [x] kissed a mirror [x] sang in the shower [ ] have a little black dress [x] had a dream that you married someone [x] glued your hand to something [ ] got your tongue stuck to a flag pole [ ] kissed a fish [x] worn the opposite sexes clothes [ ] been a cheerleader [x] sat on a roof top [x] screamed at the top of your lungs [x] done a one-handed cartwheel (a looong time ago) [x] stayed up all night [ ] didn't take a shower for a week [ ] pick and ate an apple right off the tree [x] climbed a tree [x] had a tree house [x] are scared to watch scary movies [ ] believe in ghosts [x] have more then 30 pairs of shoes (including flip flops, probably) [ ] worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say [ ] gone streaking [ ] played ding-dong-ditch [ ] played chicken [ ] been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on [x] been told your beautiful by a complete stranger [x] broken a bone (do fingers/toes count?) [x] been easily amused [ ] caught a fish then ate it [ ] watched porn [ ] made porn [x] caught a firefly [x] laughed so hard you cried [x] cried so hard you laughed [ ] mooned/flashed someone [ ] had someone moon/flash you [ ] cheated on a test [ ] own a britney spears cd [x] forgotten someone?s name [x] slept naked [x] french braided someone's hair [x] been so happy it hurt [x] been so sad it hurt Current Mood: tired Current Music: Times to Remember~ Billy Joel

(Leave a comment)

April 22nd, 2005

10:46 pm - Yay!! I still feel sick, but while I didn't get everything on my list done today, I still made good progress. Tomorrow morning I will attempt to go to work till 2, then take a carload of stuff home. This is the first of my packing for the summer!! I can't believe it's already time for that! Then we're going to Daniel's house for the rest of the day and spending the night there, then driving back to work Sunday morning. And Daniel's on his way home now!!! I missed him so much, he was gone for a whole 9 hours!! I suppose I might be considered pathetic; I don't know what I'm going to do over the summer! I suspect I'll go crazy. Yes, that sounds about right. But I don't want to think about that. I'm so happy! Current Mood: content Current Music: I Want to Hold Your Hand~ the Beatles

(Leave a comment)

10:39 pm Your wise quote is: "The best antiques are old friends" by Unknown... Your buds is the source of your happiness (maybe not all but still). Even if it's just one, a couple or a whole group they are the ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter if you're shy with everyone else or not, with them you let your true spirit shine and can be as loud as you want. They accept you, and you love them for that. What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: My Daniel's on his way home! Current Music: Zak and Sara~ Ben Folds

(Leave a comment)

04:02 pm - Sniffle I feel miserable. I have such a bad cold that started when I woke up yesterday morning. So I didn't go to classes yesterday. By last night I was feeling mostly better, so I thought I was. But this morning I woke up and felt just as bad. So I slept through my 9oclock class, but I had to go to my 10 to turn in a paper. After lunch I decided there was no way I was going to work to stand behind a register for 7 hours, so I called out sick. Daniel's there now, he has my car. I hate being sick!! The Dayquil doesn't seem to be helping much. Oh well. I'm attempting to take full advantage of a Friday afternoon/night that I'm not working and can't really do anything else, so I'm catching myself up on tons of homework I have due next week that I'm really behind on. Let me tell you, writing a paper on Mary Wollstonecraft's Vindication of the Rights of Woman is not easy if you never actually read the book. Oh well, go through, pick out some prominent quotes, and go from there. It got me an A- on my Cardinal Richelieu paper! But that was much shorter, so I'm not sure how I'm going to do this. Man, you know how much it sucks to feel like you need to sneeze but a sneeze never comes? I've felt like that for hours now! So frustrating. And Daniel won't be back from work until 11 tonight. That's 7 hours from now still! It's been 2 hours, and that's long enough for me. I'm so bored, but I can't do anything because I'm sick and everyone's gone and I'm trying to do laundry and never-ending homework, and I need to stay within an arm's length of my box of tissues. And it's so blah outside. What a wonderful Friday! sigh. Current Mood: yuck Current Music: Honest Questions~ Daniel Bedingfield

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

01:48 pm - this is fun... Sarah Catherine Baumgarten's Aliases Your movie star name: Sun Chips Charles Your fashion designer name is Sarah Paris Your socialite name is Chili Bean Baltimore Your fly girl / guy name is S Bau Your detective name is Dog Urbana Your barfly name is Crackers Mudslide Your soap opera name is Catherine Begonia Way Your rock star name is Twix Plane Your star wars name is Sarcal Baudan Your punk rock band name is The Complacent Slipper The Amazing Meganame Generator Current Mood: sick Current Music: Warning Sign~ Coldplay

(Leave a comment)

April 20th, 2005

11:35 pm - Feeling gross... Yes. I feel gross. Instead of starting my paper like I should have, I went outside and played frisbee with Daniel on the quad. His roommates joined us after a little while. And by the way, I rediscovered how terrible I am at both throwing and catching a frisbee! But it's still fun. Leave it to me to be really dumb and spray bug spray in my room instead of doing it outside. So now it smells like Off! Deep Woods and sweat and it's really hot in here. Our stupid window still says "merry christmas" in the spray snow since we never bothered to take it off, and that dumb snowman is grinning/glaring at us constantly now since the curtain broke this morning. Plus, I have no idea how I'm going to fall asleep tonight because the stupid street light will shine in my eyes without the curtain there!!! AArrrrghhggh!!! I need a sleep mask or something. But even more than that, I really need to start my paper, even though I'm just going to do an outline now instead, or I'll never need to try falling asleep!!! I am feeling very stressed, although no it's more than that. It's crazy, it's restless, it's I need to be reading Harry Potter on the beach in my cute new bathing suit, it's I'm in an awful messy room with a devilishly grinning snowman staring down at me, it's I'm going to be so hot tonight because I never changed the fleece sheets off my bed, it's I'm thirsty and hungry and tired and I need a shower and I need to write a paper before I go to bed!!! But all in all, I'm not sad or mad or upset. I'm just laughing it off. hehe. I'm terrible. Man, Jeminem and I crack me up!!! This is our conversation right now and how loserish and nuts we both are: JTennis555: perhaps JTennis555: i belong JTennis555: in JTennis555: ........................................................ JTennis555: A MENTAL HOSipital JTennis555: har ahr har ahrahrahrah sassasweet08: yes sassasweet08: you sassasweet08: do sassasweet08: :-D sassasweet08: JTennis555: :-D JTennis555: perhaps U do JTennis555: and urbrother sassasweet08: perhaps..... JTennis555: no idea JTennis555: bring it on down sassasweet08: and ur great aunt!! JTennis555: sing it on down for me JTennis555: hehehhe sassasweet08: ok JTennis555: HAR JTennis555: i dont have a graet aunt JTennis555: great sassasweet08: well you should sassasweet08: c'mon sassasweet08: all the cool people are doin it JTennis555: hahahhah JTennis555: well JTennis555: then i mujst JTennis555: go buy one JTennis555: where? sassasweet08: the great aunt store sassasweet08: duh sassasweet08: how dumb can you be?? JTennis555: ummmmmmmmm JTennis555: well sassasweet08: it don't matter to me sassasweet08: good song JTennis555: mellow JTennis555: and yellow sassasweet08: yep JTennis555: and frellow sassasweet08: mellow yellow sassasweet08: tehe sassasweet08: banello JTennis555: like u JTennis555: yees sso JTennis555: banello JTennis555: implies bananas JTennis555: and yellow sassasweet08: ohhhhhhh JTennis555: perfect! sassasweet08: hahahahaha!!! sassasweet08: we're amazingly genius-ish haha we're amazing... I'm gonna miss my roomie so much next year!!!! Current Mood: just in a weird mood Current Music: Don't Matter to Me~ Donovan Frankenreiter

(Leave a comment)

09:49 pm - te diddly de! I can't get over how looonng Mondays and Wednesdays are. They're not long like they're dragging and I can't wait for them to end, they're just long. And I'm okay with that. I don't mind them much, it just surprises me when it's 10:00 at night and this morning feels like days ago. I woke up and came downstairs at 8:40. So I had 10 minutes before I had to leave for class. I changed into some clothes, but more or less just into another pair of pajamas since I just threw on gym shorts and a tshirt. Then I brushed my teeth, checked my email, and checked weather.com. Just routine mwf morning stuff. Then I went to open the curtain. Every day our curtain has been getting more and more difficult to put up and down. So I told Jeanette, "this curtain pretty much completely broken now!" As I said that, the curtain totally falls down on my head, pulling the rod off the wall. Apparently we have to live with it like that for the rest of the year, because Daniel tried to fix it, but a metal piece that it's supposed to have broke off and is missing. Not that it's sooo terrible, after all we only have 2 weeks left before exams. So I went to class. Came back at 11, took a shower, got dressed all cute and summery for the 80 degree weather :-), and went to lunch with my Daniel. Such a beautiful day! After lunch I came back, put on some sunscreen and shorts, took my science notes to study for my 3 oclock exam, and spread out a blanket on the quad. Despite the sunscreen, of course I still got burned. But it was nice to feel the sun on my skin! At 3 I went and took an extremely harder than I expected science exam. That was fun. After dinner, I went to the library to work on a fresh. sem. project, then came back here in the pretense of starting my multidraft that's due tomorrow. And surprise, surprise, I still haven't started it! Oh well, Jeminem's at the cafe and she's getting me twizzlers! And Daniel will be back down soon. So I might not EVER start this paper. I suppose I'll do it in a few hours. I'm so terrible. Man, this really is a fun mode of procrastination! hehe, good night. Current Mood: HUNGRY~ sweet tooth! Current Music: Someday~ Nickelback

(Leave a comment)

April 12th, 2005

09:19 pm - heyhey this is how much of a loser I am Hey ya'll! aka no one since I have not as yet put a link to this journal in my profile, so I'm more or less just talking to myself! lol anyways... I'm totally just procrastinating right now. I should be working on my speech that I have to have an outline done for by tomorrow so I can meet with my professor. Oh well. This procrastination is even worse than normal, because now I'm not procrastinating by talking to other people, I'm procrastinating by talking to myself. Man, you'd think I have no life or something! oh wait, I don't because I have so much work to do, except I never do it because all I do is procrastinate! Geez, instead of screwing work to have fun and do stuff, I screw work to procrastinate and do nothing. Somehow that doesn't make sense. Oh well. Someday people might actually read this and laugh at how pathetic I am. Sigh. I suppose I'd better get back to marijuana.. haha that sounds really sketchy!! Back to my speech on medical marijuana use.. is that better? Lots of love, (that is, to myself), bye! Current Mood: so much to do Current Music: Ocean Avenue~ Yellow Card

(1 comment | Leave a comment)